Instincts...

Talking about “Love” in generalized manner, usually men follow their instincts while women on the other hand don’t at all, instead women ask for confirmation of the same from men time in and time out, over and over again. Generally how it happens is like this: for an example-

In most cases a boy sees a girl and falls in love with her for some reason (when I say “some reason” it solely depends on the boy’s character and subsequent reasoning.) He then approaches the girl and tells her about the feeling he has and when he does so… somewhere he is prepared for the rejection too however his reaction to the girl’s response depends on how much control he has on his conscience. Some can take it while some can not.

Now, this action of telling the girl about the feeling occurs out of an instinct which is born in the boy’s mind. On the contrary, in such cases when a girl gets to know of the feelings the boy has for her, very rarely she respect it at the very first instance, she may respect it but that takes a while as she seek a confirmation of that feeling (when I say “that takes a while” I mean it needs to be proven by the boy to a girl that his feelings are genuine someway or the other) maybe by the means of offering something as a gift or doing something for her or maybe even by proving her suspicious mind that she will be "secured" with him; she will be "happy" with him; she will have all comforts in her life with him; so on and so forth but she hardly consider challenging her own conscience and her own instincts because if the boy is ready to do all the things that the girl expects then there is no reason for her to ask her conscience about it or to even rely on her instincts as then she is convinced by the proofs given to her by the boy, which ideally by human law* (* Please refer IPC for further info on human law and crimes against women) gives her the sole right to blame the boy for every wrong that happens to her later on in spite of her own ignorance of her instincts.

Well, there are many ladies around who are proud of their ignorance of their own instincts and they are always up and ready to target the MEN KIND for every wrong happens to them, the reason is simple and even scientifically proven ... they do not have balls to face it... and with a lose use of a word it can be said as a cowardice :P

Defiance!

Achievement ... something that gives you reason to judge and criticize the others:
Remember nobody has a right to JUDGE, you WILL face the criticism someday, you will be judged... so, be ready!!

Self Esteem ... something that you mistake as your right, a beautifully sounding camouflage for the word "ego" used to obtain just/unjust profits:
Remember you WILL drop your self esteem unconditionally one day.. be ready!!

Attitude ... a retarded behavior which gives you the strength to prove a right thing wrong:
Remember neither YOU nor GOD can prove a right as  wrong... thus, if you do prove it so.... you sure are retarded!!

The Turbulent Anarchist Paradox...

I've always been treated differently .... have always been treated as an outcast!
because what I think IS against the norms of thousands!!
I say "fuck you all" and I dare to say it to each of you thousands and millions of faces who say that I have lost!

I can never be lost as I have my mind in right place.... I fear no society or no government as you all are corrupt.
Being a part of your corrupt methods, I do not want to be a "SUCCESSFUL" hypocrite!
I prefer being loser if being right is what you mean being lost!

You fucking cowards.. you have no guts to see things while they are open in front of your eyes!
Damn you parasites!! you try yielding benefits of someone's misery and need and call it the practicality and professionalism!!
You form your own laws disobeying the divine laws of nature.. just for your comfort!!!

I have no regrets and never will I have that because I am a MAN who has his senses in his control!
You pathetic slaves!! you crawl with your tongues on the ground, sniffing for the profit and self comfort over the graves of your mothers!!
You can kill your brothers if you have to have a promotion... there's too much of population you need to overcome!!

You immoral bastards, your egos are so strong that you think whatever you do is right!!
Because you imitate the thousands and millions of your illegitimate fathers and that theirs becomes a trend for you!
You have no inner- self, even if you have one, you have sold it in the brothel called society!

You.... I mean the "SOCIETY" ... "you the society"..... if anything best at all you all can do, is to follow blindly being a meek! It doesn't matter to you which fucking place you are heading ... you just walk behind because you are scared... you are damn fucking scared of being left alone.. you are scared of being an odd man out... you are scared that whatever you have earned will be lost instantaneously.... you are scared because you do not have belief that whatever you loose you can create it back again... you do not have guts to fight against anything.... you do not have the balls to face the outnumbered dumb fucks around you.... and you are so damn scared that those outnumbered dumb fucks will make you an outcast!!!

You slog your ass for years .. pleasing your superiors to whatsoever gains!
You do not want to let all those gains go away from you just with one feeling of righteousness ... maybe because that righteousness is unpleasant to your masters! You suck and so do your masters!

This rogue me and this rogue feeling of mine.. no matter how far it goes but I will always be your bitter outcast nightmare!!
am I an outcast?? YES I AM ....  I am an anarchy with mother nature on my side!!